This is Why I Don't Do This...

For one thing, I don't have any qualification in Art & Design, much less in Web Design etc. Whatever I play around in Photoshop are mostly stuff I happen to stumble upon the Internet. I remember vividly the day I discovered vector brushes. ORGASM! :D

I also do not have any qualification in programming. I only know what most of the acronyms in programming stands for, CSS, CMS or whatever means, but to develop them, I dare not.

But it has, thus far, not deterred me from experimenting with this field. Experiments that, if conducted in a science lab, would've equalled to an explosion that would leave my hair standing on end, face covered in black soot and smoke wisping away from my burnt nostril hairs.

I can't elucidate more. I fisched it awlll up.

*sobs*

Today is Gonna be the Day... Part Deux...

Ladies and gentlemen, she finally did it. She fisched it awlll up.

I fucked up my blog, demmit. And no matter what I do, I can't seem to re-do the layout for my "blog entry". AIAIAIAIAI.. I've reverted to the old layout, template or whatever, still, the same thing pops out. ARGHH..

I've also managed to make the 3-column layout thingie to work, BUT, in the Layout tab, the new sidebar panel is missing. So where the fuck should I arrange the things to go in the new sidebar in???? Whattaheck have I gotten myself into.

Today is Gonna Be the Day...

Okay, okay, no more excuses. This is the day, week, part of the month where I start to do things. No more saying, "Shite, I need more time," or "Fuck it, I'll do this tomorrow," or "Dammit, somebody else can do this!"

Shut your pie hole, Hun. You better get crackalackin.

Brace yourself for a super-busy week.

The Trying Tiring Weekend

It's another 3-day weekend here in Malaysia again. But far from having a restful, fruitful weekend, I think I am more tired, exhausted and burnt out. And this coming from someone who had a 4-day weekend. *sigh*. You know the saying, the person who needs vacation the most is the person who just got home from one? I can totally relate.

Stop envying my vacation. I did not go anywhere. I was home. Friday - took care of the kids, 'cos my mother (who usually takes care of them went to Singapore to see some relatives). Saturday + Sunday - usual weekend off. Monday - public holiday, Prophet Muhammad PBUH's birthday.

I am trying very hard to not be angry. To not be negative. To remind myself, there is always, ALWAYS, a hikmah behind everything. But I can't help for being a human. I am royally pissed. I planned to do my assignments this weekend. I planned to catch up on my reading for my Masters. I planned a lot of fucking things that didn't get done because SOMEBODY thinks her plan is bigger than others.

Fuck you. I am angry. Let me be angry and if I were to burn in hell for being this angry (and tired and hungry and sleepy) then so fucking be it.